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With a big sigh I try not to ask how or why

I remember its ok to cry and cry

Understanding to let go of what is not mine,

Some days feeling like the highest mountain to climb

Although it causes much pain and distress

I am patient with my healing, this whole process.

I will continue to remember to try,

To forgive, to trust and not deny,

I feel my angels holding me today as I feel worn.

Every shred of my heart feeling torn

I accept what I cannot change

I simply have no way to rearrange

I understand that all the connections cross time and space

But still I long to neatly put things into place

I find the courage to change the things I can.

Knowing I am so very different than when this began,

My life has purpose, heart full of compassion and love.

As I scan the sky seeking answers from somewhere up above.

I always look for the rainbows after the storm.

Anything to help me feel whole again and warm

I’m in my mind today, as I move through emotions.

I gaze at the landscape the vastness of the ocean

Placing all this thought and emotion on a shelf.

I discover new dimensions within myself.

I am thankful for every minute that leads me to the one.

With determination I turn my face to the sun,

All in due time will come more release

As I refine and design my own inner peace

I rest today because I need it.

Tomorrow, I will live life fully as I recommit.