First Check-In
We talked about connecting with the original "I" - when all other "I"'s have been eliminated, I am not this, I am not that... then what is this I that still remains? The benefit of this inquiry is the passage way changes from falling into a pit of hell, to walking through a pearly gate to heaven. It's the same life, the same doorway, but it's a whole different experience. Who is the I that ever remains?



One last post about this journey and it´s last two days:
Day 39, September 15th:
I did the Meditation first time with the video from our first check in, relaxed in the afternoon. At around 4 minutes I couldn´t hold the breathing out and had some small breaths in between before going to the next minute. I thought the whole tim that "I love to breath in, I love to hold the breath and I love to breath out". No matter that it wasn´t like that than. Through the upcoming fear. And I recognized that my heartbeat got really slow and regular in the holding-part. Most of the time I had a breathing-in reflex at around 15 or 16 seconds breathing out, that I - or better my higher self - could go over by breathing out even a little more and than breathing in joyfully. The last 2 minutes again with Leo 😊 on my lap. Now afterwards I am grateful for being really peaceful, calm and relaxed and read - after writing! - that this is what the meditation can give us. It works!
Day 40, September 16th:
The 40th day 😀, I meditated for the 11 minutes in the early afternoon and could hold the One-Minute-Breath the whole 11 minutes today! Just with music and my timer again. First I thought that "1) I breath in new energy, and 2) let the energy circle now and than 3) let the old energy go now". Than I modified a little to I enjoy steps 1 to 3. I really enjoyed and this time I meditated while looking to a Tratakam picture of Yogi Bhajan and my yoga timer alternately having Gobinde, Mukande... as music in the background.
Now I am glad that I made it somehow through the whole 40 days and look forward to our meeting later, meditating with our group the whole time. I will try it with closed eyes and the music like at the end of the last two classes this time.
And I look forward 😄 to a week vacation 🚅🚗 visiting some friends starting tomorrow, having other friends here taking care of Leo while I am away 💚 . Without being online that much, despite the remaining 40-day-journey with the "Kriya for Elevation" with the Sadhana group of the Guru Ram Das Aquarian Academy and maybe the Millis Ashram Gurdwara,🙏 if it fits in the time with my friends.
Satnam Carolyn Sahej Dhyan Kaur